holidays report

its been a while since i last wrote my last entry

so here's a few updates

about whats happening around me..

firstly,

i am thinking of getting a long bob hair...

pretty much around the shoulder length

hmm..i'm not sure if it really looks nice on me..

but i think i should try a shorter length

since its getting warmer day by day...

and.. my nephew Noel

was bitten by one of our dog...

he got stitches on his upper chest..near his armpit

it all happened so fast..

in a blink of an eye

& the dog was deported to another place...

& apart from that..we thought that my nephew will be traumatized

by the incident..

but nope..na ah~

he is still roaming around the house compound like

nobody's business...

he's not even afraid of the other dogs..

still jumping around making us shout & scream

like we live in some kind of mad house

and i'm actually missing the dog who was deported..

i was wondering if he'll survive out there

haiyaa~

another thing is..these past few weeks

i don't feel healthy..

my head always hurts

and i got a fever yesterday..

still feeling quite chilly as a matter of fact

i think my long hair is trapping all the heat..

making my head ache...

and i checked my exam result just now..

it the same as last semester..

hopefully the next 2 sem i'll be able to get it up a notch a lil bit

cant really believe i'll be in my 4th year next sem..

pretty much the senior now..gotta act like one to..

thank u Lord for such blessing upon me..

so..thats it for now..

i'll think of another post next time..

iamhungrypula...shesshh

10 confessions

10 confessions.

saw this trend in twitter

thot i might give it a try

so here GOES..

#1.

when im mad i keep it to myself.

#2.

in an awkward position, i text friends randomly just so i can hve some1 to talk with.

#3.

i used to think that YouTube's are where ppl see their porn vids..

(i was young & naive)

but are there any in YouTube?? i never checked..

#4.

im afraid of changes..

#5.

i never thot of being a teacher before..

but now im learning towards that day when i do become one..

#6.

i hate being pushed by others..

as in force to do something that i dont want to..

#7.

i cry in the shower.

#8.

i get all teary when it comes to watching sad movie & reading sad books & something that involves cruelty(i typed "discrimination" just now) towards animals..

#9.

i cant go out without preparing meals/something to eat for my family.

always thought that they might be hungry & find out there's no food to eat..

especially my dad..he tends to be furious when hungry..

yea..i know i got issues..

#10.

i hate it when im about to do things & others tells me to do that thing im about to do..

kinda like if im about to wash the dishes just cuz i was feeling hard-working..

& my mum comes yelling for me to do the dishes..

id feel irritated..& lazy all of the sudden..

i dont know why...

so that's my 10 confessions..

u might wanna try it too!!

sleep

pouring rain

its been raining since morning..

kinda regretted washing my hair eventho' its so cold

now i feel my chest is getting uncomfortable

its been 1 month of holidays

i hve 3 months left...

seem like everybody's got a job..

they are going to get money..

uwaa..!!!~ im still broke..still babysitting

and im cracking my head

with things that i can do to earn money..

im seriously thinking of baking and selling cakes..

yerr~~ i hve time meh...??

havent cut my hair yet..

havent even go outside of kinarut..how lame can that be....

haiyooo~

kaamatan has passed..

now waiting for Mark's big day in August..

another addition to our big family..

penat

saya agak exhausted ya~

macm miaga mau patah itu spine

(tanda2 ada sot-sot suda)

cuti sy baru satu minggu..

i wish ada beer inside the refrigerator..cause this is all driving me nuts..

sooner or later...

my daily routine would be..

- wake up

- kasi kemas dapur..masak bubur

- bikin nenen Noel & Abigail -> kasi tinguk dorg kartun

- masak nasi, jemur kain..

- kasi makan dorg Noel, kasi mandi dorg....

- teriak2 & marah2 time kasi pakai baju sbb dorg lompat2 di katil

- masak lunch

- paksa dorg budak-budak tidur...kalau nda pun kasi takut si Bigail supaya tidur..but it never seems to work..haishh..

- mandi / makan / tgk tv sma Noel & Bigail / teriak2 suruh Noel masuk rumah( i know..im ageing fast)

- bikin nenen lagi...

- teriak2 marah si bigail lagi...sbb tida pandai kasitau kalau kencing...stress sendiri sy...

- kasi makan petang...or more likely pujuk dorg supaya makan...dorg kutur time mkan..sy stress lagi....

-kasi mandi petang...tgk tv lagi~

- masak dinner, cuci piring,

- ksi makan tasu & tingau...ngiau..ngiau..woof...woof..nasib ayam sama ikan bukan tanggungjawab sya..kalau nda..mungkin sy beguling2 d kolam suda...

-naik p bilik..online sekejap..mandi..

-sambung online...

-tidur...

boring kan rutin sy..urat leher sy pun tegang ni..hari2 yelling & screaming & being angry...bekerut habis ni dahi...

but there are times that i just smile looking at those naughty kids when they did something funny/sweet/unexpected..

i dont get paid for doing this..but somehow i keep saying to myself that this is something i should do as a part of this loud family of mine..

i'd reckon that in the future - i'd be one annoying mother who nags all the time..

vintage

Vintage clothing is a generic term for new or second hand garments originating from a previous era. The phrase is also used in connection with a retail outlet, e.g. "vintage clothing store." It can also be used as an adjective: "This dress is vintage."

The word vintage is copied from its use in wine terminology, as a more elegant-seeming euphemism for "old" clothes.

(source wikipedia)

Generally speaking, clothing which was produced before the 1920s is referred to as antique clothing and clothing from the 1920s to 1980s is considered vintage. Retro, short for retrospective, or "vintage style" usually refers to clothing that imitates the style of a previous era. Reproduction, or repro, clothing is a newly-made but faithful copy of an older garment. Clothing produced more recently is usually calledmodern or contemporary fashion. Opinions vary on these definitions.

Most vintage clothing has been previously worn, but a small percentage of pieces have not. These are often old warehouse stock, and more valuable than those that have been worn, especially if they have their original tags. Referred to as deadstock, they nevertheless sometimes have flaws.

recently i found a website that sells vintage clothing..i immediately fell in love with all the clothes from all over the world..here in Malaysia..vintage clothing can be found in boutiques, night markets or weekend markets or also known as 'bundle' ...these i believe came from the bundles of clothes sold..therefore it is called 'bundle'.. the past 3 years i started to buy & wear clothes from bundles..that makes me a vintage clothing user.. its not really antique clothes..because i never thought that antique clothes can be quite eye-catching in some ways..but now i changed my mind about antique clothing..i might as well hunt for vintage clothing the next time im going to visit the 'bundle' shop...

some might not want to use vintage clothing or second hand clothing, but i think we all should try it sometimes...the advantage of it is chances of you having the same piece of clothing with another person is pretty low...you can wear your clothes without worrying that you will stumble across somebody with the same outfit.. sometimes the fashion industry from another country are more advanced than whats in your local market..so let's all salute vintage clothing..

here are some pictures of vintage clothing that i find pretty & nice:

websites :

http://www.perkuponline.com

http://www.artfire.com

mama day

tomorrow's mothers day

so all mother in the world..

happy mothers day!!!!

especially

to my mami..

my aunty2

my nenek-nenek

to my friends Bell & Audrey

& to my friends mother..

hmmm..mama si Sia, mama si Alicia,

mama si Tirah, mama si Bell, mama si Jeniffer, mama si Tqa,

mama si Fatin, oh ya mama Liz

semua mama satu kos sy la..

mama kau juga

mama -mu

mami kita semua

mami oh mami

thanks for having us 7 sibling..

may God bless u in everything that u do

Lots of Love

28th April 1995

16 years ago

on this very day..

the Lord took my dearest grandfather

Justine Misin Awas

to join His heavenly kingdom...

today in remembrance

of his departure

I pray that the Lord blessed his soul

& that he is seated among the angels in heaven..

i may not spend enough time getting to know him

but from what i see & heard

he's a good father and a humble believer of Christ

Dearest Grandfather in heaven,

may you rest in eternal peace

& know that

your families are missing you so much

because you meant the world to them..

"We have loved him during life,
let us not abandon him,
until we have conducted him by our prayers
into the house of the Lord."

Saint Ambrose

Bible Prayer Eccles. 12:7

"Then shall the dust return to the earth whence it came, and the spirit shall return unto God who gave it." Peace be with you, all whom death has united in this field, the last home of so many departed ones. Peace will be with your souls, which have been recalled by the voice of God to eternal life.

Amen.

Outreach Program

16-19 April 2011

4 hari 3 malam di SK Kaiduan Papar

yg rupa-rupanya hanya bersebelahan dengan kg sy..

daiii~

about the program..

we were supposed to mingle around with the

students and community but I tried my best to roam around

chatting with students...

The other ajk's are more attached to those kids

than us the "kitchen people"...

I sleep only for a few hours there..

waking up early to help with stuffs...

now im back home i'll recharge my lack of sleep..

even while im typing this im feeling a little sleepy..

but the point is..

this program really opened our eyes..

that we have to be grateful for our 'kesenangan hidup'

because majority of the kids there have to walk to school..

in the heavy rain or under the hot scorching sun..

some are slow in reading/writing/abc's/numbers

yet they are still determined to go to school & learn..

some as young as 9 years

are already responsible with taking care of their brothers & sisters

some are really talented kids

with talents in singing/dancing/acting/

these kids awes us in many ways

-bless these kids-

may they grow up & be more amazing

in many ways..

-lazy arse-

i don't know what is wrong with me nowadays

all i do with enthusiastic is Facebooking & YouTubeing

& downloading

im so lazy that everytime i'm looking at academic words

my mind starts to wander & went blank

for some time

I end up being sleepy

haishh..just like now..

just now i was planning to finish my article review

before i go for my outreach program this Friday

but instead my eyes were so heavy

i end up sleeping on the couch while

holding a highlight pen & my book

I'm not doing so well this semester

and I just hope that I can FOCUS

since exams are around the corner

Focus GRACE!!!

open your eyes & READ...

dilemmas

how do you solve a dilemma

especially a love dilemma

in terms of this

how do you decide

whether to break another's heart

or cherish the other persons heart??

even though advices may be given

but i believe that we each play a part

who will end with smiles

or even a broken heart

i am not referring to anybody

just a mere reminder

we can face these situation any time of our life

but how do we exactly act towards

an unexpected dilemma

depends on you yourself

and what you really feel inside..

the consequences

even if it is ugly

or nice

we need to solve it sooner or later

movie yeah..yeah

i watched RIO just now

with athirah

a spontaneous plan

if i were to rate this movie

i'd give it a 5/5

very hilarious movie

with all the characters..

i was laughing my ass off until the end of the movie

for those who haven't watched it

i recommend that u go & see it

it helps release tension

and since exams are coming

this is just the right time to be laughing

and apart from that

the soundtrack is nice too..

especially one song by taio cruz

entitled telling the world

p/s alicia..jan kau mengamuk ah kami tinguk wayang

u can go with B next time..

hazardous driving skill

tadi sy drive p church

hahahaha

lets just agree that my driving skill needs

a lot of attention

nasib juga la nothing bad happen

i'll admit i was pretty reckless

handling a car

auwww...

im dead kalau kena report sma bos besar

nanti nda kena suruh bwa kereta lagi..

from now on

i promise that i will be more careful

looking at other road users..

especially those who

dont have patience on the road.

*gegar jantung penumpang kereta*

jambatan gantung

*imej di atas adalah hiasan semata-mata..ini bukan jambatan gantung di kaiduan*

sy lupa mo war-warkan

kemarin sy pgi Kaiduan

sana Papar

actually dekat Kinarut tapi sy tida pernah pigi

jalan dia tida juga jauh la

sbb kemarin kami naik van yg ada aircondition

tida tau la pula macamana kalau naik 4 wheel

masuk dalam..

tapi itu besa-besa ja tu

thrill dia bila mau pigi sekolah

mau limpas jambatan gantung

sudala sy gayat..

nda pernah guna jambatan gantung lagi..

jambatan besa pun pandai takut..

inikan lagi jambatan yg beguyang-guyang

adui..mo begegar jantung sy limpas..

dorg bilang jangan tinguk bawah..

tapi mmg mau tgk juga la kan

wahahaha..sekali tinguk..punya main deras tu air sungai

tambah lagi begegar tu kaki mao langkah

tapi sy trip rileks sja kunun

dalam hati...~

nasib time balik ok sikit..habis sy org pertama

limpas..wahahha..nda sy mau org p guyang2 time sy limpas

nanti sy sumpah2 susah juga..

kakkakakaka....

sy mo tinguk nanti macamana kosmate sy yang lain

mo limpas tu jambatan gantung oh

sy rasa ada yg sampai nangis ni limpas

sy mo simpan memori banyak di kepala sy

supaya sy boleh ingat smapi bila2

hahahaha~

sekali tinguk..sendiri yang menangis2...

wehwhwhwee..

i had a tiring day..

smpi sy mengampai d kereta..

balik rumah pun mengampai awal..

i.fell.in.love

bigbang!!

after i listened to their special edition album

i totally fell in love again..

daesung's voice syiokk..~

all the members as well

G.D & TOP are the dynamic duo

taeyang the shortest but great dancer

seungri..he used to be the least attractice

but now not bad ehh..~

i like [stupid liar]

very catchy

weehee~

auuwwww~

why?

why is it okay for you

but it's not okay for us

what's the difference between you and

the rest of us

sweet tooth

hello...

i was google-ing macaroons just now

when i came across a website on recipes

im a person who REALLY enjoys sweet stuffs

just this morning i was thinking about pancakes

oh my..pancakes with syrup and chocolate oozing on top of it..

dont it just make you drools..

yummaey..

so i decided to start posting some recipes with sugars as the main ingredients

wehehehehe...

i used to love baking..but now ive been busy babysitting & kidsitting

i just kinda forgot that i loved baking

when i bake or cook something

its like if you put your heart & soul into what you are doing

it will turn out great for the people you are preparing it for..

get what i mean??

in other words..it turns out yummy -

so - for those who loves baking

keep baking & enjoy every second of it..

for now here are some pictures

that will surely make you wanna run to the nearest

cake shop/dessert shop/whatever that sells sweet stuff

or maybe nda juga la...

tiba-tiba kecil gambar....

ultimate caramel apple pie

chocolate panini

SUPERNATURAL

Her headaches are constant
Increasing in pain
With each passing day
She can't even manage
To stand on her own
it's gotten so bad

Now you think of saying
There's no use in praying
And still, she bows her head
So she can say
Thank you for just one more day

Supernatural patience
Graces her face
And her voice never raises
It's all because of a love
Never let go of, never let go of

He has every reason to
throw up his fists
In the face of his God
Who let his mother die
Through all the prayers and tears
She still passed in pain anyway

Now you think of saying
There's no use in praying
And still, he bows his head
So he can say
Thank you for ending her pain

Supernatural patience
Graces his face
And his voice never raises
It's all because of a love
Never let go of

Never let go of. . . . . .

He is teaching me. . .
What love really means. . .

Supernatural patience
Graces his face
And his voice never raises
It's all because of a love
Never let go of
Yes it's supernatural patience
Graces his face
And his voice never raises
It's all because of a love
Never let go of
Never let go of
He is teaching me. . .
What love really means. . .

by Flyleaf

- dedicated to those who can relate -

and run - he is we

- he is we -

Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh,
Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.
Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh,
Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.

Kinda wish I had the courage,
A bit of bravery.
So tired of waiting on a man to come and save me.
Wishing I had everything,
Or something really.
Hard to admit it,
But now I’m thinking freely.

I’m going to open my mind to all these,
New found exciting possibilities.

Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.
I’m making all my own plans,
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Throwing all my old ones away.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Gonna grow up, Be someone.Draw a map, find a path.
Take a breath and run.
And run.

Filling my head with words to encourage me,
Gotta get my act so straight so I can truly believe.
That what I’m waiting for, is really worth the wait.
Stop bringing myself down,
I gotta know what makes me great.

I’m going to open my mind to all these,
New found exciting possibilities.

Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.
I’m making all my own plans,(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Throwing all my old ones away.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Gonna grow up, Be someone.
Draw a map, find a path.
Take a breath and run.

I am trying to get past this,
Be better than I once was.
Tired of waiting, on someone else.
I am trying to get past this,
Be better than I once was.
Tired of waiting on someone else,
I can fix it by myself.
Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.
I’m finally taking a stand,(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
I’ve learned from all my mistakes.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
I’m making all my own plans,
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Throwing all my old ones away.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Gotta grow up, be someone.Draw a map, find a path.
Take a breath and run.

Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh
Run, run, run, run.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)Run, run, run, run.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.

tesl night is over

last night was our tesl nite

it was pretty dull in d beginning

but towards the end it was fantastic

& everyone enjoyed themselves to the max

whether they were eating / dancing like crazy

its a relief that its over know

we dont hve to worry no more

this might be our last tesl nite

since we'll be doing our LM next year

ouhh..

looking back those 3 years in uni

its like time ticks so fast

u din't even notice u're in the third year

these are the times that

you wished things would slow down

a little

but we just gotta embrace every moment we have

i guess..

cheers to life - happiness - friends

moments

*that was a superb tesl night

-movie day-

aiyo..lama suda sy tida pigi enjoy2 oh..

sy rindu suda mo tinguk movie..

iya ka? banyak yg syiok2 oh..kin jeleshh ni...

antaranya...

(browsing for new movies..)

oh - ada hangover II

must be awesome ;)

im already smiling watching the trailer..hehehe

SUCKER PUNCH

RED RIDING HOOD

RANGO!!~

TRANSFORMER IN JULY..

BEASTLY - modern world beauty & the beast..

JUST GO WITH IT..starring adam sandler & jen aniston

Puss in Boots?

and so much more!!!!~

all geared up

its now 23:55.. 5 minutes to midnight

im all geared up with my energy drink - nescafewith some mini donuts my aunt made ( i know, i know..midnight snack a big No-No in keeping in shape) but what the hell..im ordy out of shape neway..

i need to munch while i write crappingly in my chapter 3..

the one that I spent days trying to figure out what to write..

but tonight Im determine as a lion? to finish this chapter & email it to my friend

my back hurts..since I reached home in the afternoon i've juggling with these things at home.

But thats what I do..if im not busy at home i'll be so lonely & bored..

so..i'll be off in finishing my chapter 3.

first lets hear some music!!~

mo patah belakang sya!!

like!

blake lively

shes gorgeous!!~

nice ..tida pandai buat..

cute tu tiger..

-niceshades-

oiyooh..

penat belakang sy duduk dpn laptop dari pagi

ini chapter 3 punya pasal..

baru chap 3..blum lagi next sem ambi psmp..

wawawa..gila kali sya kijap..

jadi tuk kasi hilang stress kijap

sy tinguk2 tu gambar yg lawa2..

feast like a queen.

hello

today we ate sushi

at wagamama

nyum..nyum..

during fasting season makan banyak..

i know i shudn't..

oh no~

:0

feast like a queen.

K-Drama

Playful kiss/mischievous kiss

sy suka tgk ni drama..

wahahahahaha..

fantasi jadi kenyataan ni plot cerita dia..

tambah sama comedy lagi

mmg tambah syiok mau tgk kalau bikin ketawa2

kalau kamu suka tgk drama korea

go ahead and watch this

i'll rate this 5/5..

sesuai ditonton time stress/boring/inginkan bahan ketawa

who are YOU when im not looking??

who are you when im not looking by Blake Shelton.

try listening to this song.

it hit me that each one of us

can be a totally different person when no one's looking.

i think i am too...

*******

food ---> poison

kemarin sy sakit..wuwuwuwu

itu hari alicia yang sakit..

ini kali giliran sy pula..

sakit itu sangat melampau smapi

sy tidur duduk di katil..

biar sy terangkan kronologi sakit sy..

sekitar jam 5pm..

sy rasa perut sy mula sakit..

sakit dia yg macam gastrik tu..

ahh..gitu la...tapi sy tahan lagi..

lepas habis kelas time tunggu bas

sakit itu datang lagi..adeiii..

time mo lintas jalanraya..adaaa lagi...

sakit perut sy ni menyebabkan sy berani limpas

tu jalanraya depan 1b yg sangat sibuk tu..

walaupun ada banyak kereta limpas..

nasib sy tida kena hon or worse~ (palis jauh2)

suda naik bas mo p UA...

terpaksa tunggu lagi org kasi penuh tu van..

sakit dtg lagi...uwaaa~

klimaks sakit sy dtg

time jalan masuk p Blok R yg selama ini

kira nda jauh juga la...

tapi kemarin, pasal sy sakit..

macam sy rasa jauh gila tu blok R..

dekat swimming pool

naah..keluar suda cold sweat sy..

sy kira mo duduk tepi jalan

tapi sy fikir bagus lagi jalan terus smpi ruma..

mo dekaaaat suda ruma..

hahahha..naik suda tu makanan dari perut..

smpi ( sori la kalau jijik )

temuntah dekat kereta org...

bukan satu kali..

dua kali...

bukan sy bangga sy muntah dkt kreta org aa..

cuma sy mo kasi cerita tahap sakit sy tu mcamana..

sy kira2 6 kali sy muntah tambah birak2 lagi..

waffle yg sy makan sm si liz..

wuwuwuwu..semua kena buang..

kuih sardin yg pagi2 sy makan sm lunch pun keluar..

pil chi kit tek aun pun keluar balik bah..

mungkin kamu mo muntah suda baca kan...

ini di kategorikan sebagai food poisoning mengikut pakar2..

jadi moral story di sini...

bawa bekal la macam time budak2 dulu..

pagi2 masak nasi sma telur..

supaya makanan dijamin bersih..

sy tida tau mana la sy mo makan ni kalau ada kelas..

mungkin terpaksa mengembara p cafe library..

haiyaa...sana banyak temptation..

sekian itu shaja buat hari ini.

terima kasih kepada alicia

kerana membantu sy ambil baldi, air, ubat, cuci cadar, tisu

(jadi nurse skjap)

nasib sy tida sampai merayap di lantai..

kalau tida..itula the lowest state that i cud hve been..