28th April 1995

16 years ago

on this very day..

the Lord took my dearest grandfather

Justine Misin Awas

to join His heavenly kingdom...

today in remembrance

of his departure

I pray that the Lord blessed his soul

& that he is seated among the angels in heaven..

i may not spend enough time getting to know him

but from what i see & heard

he's a good father and a humble believer of Christ

Dearest Grandfather in heaven,

may you rest in eternal peace

& know that

your families are missing you so much

because you meant the world to them..

"We have loved him during life,
let us not abandon him,
until we have conducted him by our prayers
into the house of the Lord."

Saint Ambrose

Bible Prayer Eccles. 12:7

"Then shall the dust return to the earth whence it came, and the spirit shall return unto God who gave it." Peace be with you, all whom death has united in this field, the last home of so many departed ones. Peace will be with your souls, which have been recalled by the voice of God to eternal life.

Amen.

Outreach Program

16-19 April 2011

4 hari 3 malam di SK Kaiduan Papar

yg rupa-rupanya hanya bersebelahan dengan kg sy..

daiii~

about the program..

we were supposed to mingle around with the

students and community but I tried my best to roam around

chatting with students...

The other ajk's are more attached to those kids

than us the "kitchen people"...

I sleep only for a few hours there..

waking up early to help with stuffs...

now im back home i'll recharge my lack of sleep..

even while im typing this im feeling a little sleepy..

but the point is..

this program really opened our eyes..

that we have to be grateful for our 'kesenangan hidup'

because majority of the kids there have to walk to school..

in the heavy rain or under the hot scorching sun..

some are slow in reading/writing/abc's/numbers

yet they are still determined to go to school & learn..

some as young as 9 years

are already responsible with taking care of their brothers & sisters

some are really talented kids

with talents in singing/dancing/acting/

these kids awes us in many ways

-bless these kids-

may they grow up & be more amazing

in many ways..

-lazy arse-

i don't know what is wrong with me nowadays

all i do with enthusiastic is Facebooking & YouTubeing

& downloading

im so lazy that everytime i'm looking at academic words

my mind starts to wander & went blank

for some time

I end up being sleepy

haishh..just like now..

just now i was planning to finish my article review

before i go for my outreach program this Friday

but instead my eyes were so heavy

i end up sleeping on the couch while

holding a highlight pen & my book

I'm not doing so well this semester

and I just hope that I can FOCUS

since exams are around the corner

Focus GRACE!!!

open your eyes & READ...

dilemmas

how do you solve a dilemma

especially a love dilemma

in terms of this

how do you decide

whether to break another's heart

or cherish the other persons heart??

even though advices may be given

but i believe that we each play a part

who will end with smiles

or even a broken heart

i am not referring to anybody

just a mere reminder

we can face these situation any time of our life

but how do we exactly act towards

an unexpected dilemma

depends on you yourself

and what you really feel inside..

the consequences

even if it is ugly

or nice

we need to solve it sooner or later

movie yeah..yeah

i watched RIO just now

with athirah

a spontaneous plan

if i were to rate this movie

i'd give it a 5/5

very hilarious movie

with all the characters..

i was laughing my ass off until the end of the movie

for those who haven't watched it

i recommend that u go & see it

it helps release tension

and since exams are coming

this is just the right time to be laughing

and apart from that

the soundtrack is nice too..

especially one song by taio cruz

entitled telling the world

p/s alicia..jan kau mengamuk ah kami tinguk wayang

u can go with B next time..

hazardous driving skill

tadi sy drive p church

hahahaha

lets just agree that my driving skill needs

a lot of attention

nasib juga la nothing bad happen

i'll admit i was pretty reckless

handling a car

auwww...

im dead kalau kena report sma bos besar

nanti nda kena suruh bwa kereta lagi..

from now on

i promise that i will be more careful

looking at other road users..

especially those who

dont have patience on the road.

*gegar jantung penumpang kereta*

jambatan gantung

*imej di atas adalah hiasan semata-mata..ini bukan jambatan gantung di kaiduan*

sy lupa mo war-warkan

kemarin sy pgi Kaiduan

sana Papar

actually dekat Kinarut tapi sy tida pernah pigi

jalan dia tida juga jauh la

sbb kemarin kami naik van yg ada aircondition

tida tau la pula macamana kalau naik 4 wheel

masuk dalam..

tapi itu besa-besa ja tu

thrill dia bila mau pigi sekolah

mau limpas jambatan gantung

sudala sy gayat..

nda pernah guna jambatan gantung lagi..

jambatan besa pun pandai takut..

inikan lagi jambatan yg beguyang-guyang

adui..mo begegar jantung sy limpas..

dorg bilang jangan tinguk bawah..

tapi mmg mau tgk juga la kan

wahahaha..sekali tinguk..punya main deras tu air sungai

tambah lagi begegar tu kaki mao langkah

tapi sy trip rileks sja kunun

dalam hati...~

nasib time balik ok sikit..habis sy org pertama

limpas..wahahha..nda sy mau org p guyang2 time sy limpas

nanti sy sumpah2 susah juga..

kakkakakaka....

sy mo tinguk nanti macamana kosmate sy yang lain

mo limpas tu jambatan gantung oh

sy rasa ada yg sampai nangis ni limpas

sy mo simpan memori banyak di kepala sy

supaya sy boleh ingat smapi bila2

hahahaha~

sekali tinguk..sendiri yang menangis2...

wehwhwhwee..

i had a tiring day..

smpi sy mengampai d kereta..

balik rumah pun mengampai awal..

i.fell.in.love

bigbang!!

after i listened to their special edition album

i totally fell in love again..

daesung's voice syiokk..~

all the members as well

G.D & TOP are the dynamic duo

taeyang the shortest but great dancer

seungri..he used to be the least attractice

but now not bad ehh..~

i like [stupid liar]

very catchy

weehee~

auuwwww~

why?

why is it okay for you

but it's not okay for us

what's the difference between you and

the rest of us

sweet tooth

hello...

i was google-ing macaroons just now

when i came across a website on recipes

im a person who REALLY enjoys sweet stuffs

just this morning i was thinking about pancakes

oh my..pancakes with syrup and chocolate oozing on top of it..

dont it just make you drools..

yummaey..

so i decided to start posting some recipes with sugars as the main ingredients

wehehehehe...

i used to love baking..but now ive been busy babysitting & kidsitting

i just kinda forgot that i loved baking

when i bake or cook something

its like if you put your heart & soul into what you are doing

it will turn out great for the people you are preparing it for..

get what i mean??

in other words..it turns out yummy -

so - for those who loves baking

keep baking & enjoy every second of it..

for now here are some pictures

that will surely make you wanna run to the nearest

cake shop/dessert shop/whatever that sells sweet stuff

or maybe nda juga la...

tiba-tiba kecil gambar....

ultimate caramel apple pie

chocolate panini

SUPERNATURAL

Her headaches are constant
Increasing in pain
With each passing day
She can't even manage
To stand on her own
it's gotten so bad

Now you think of saying
There's no use in praying
And still, she bows her head
So she can say
Thank you for just one more day

Supernatural patience
Graces her face
And her voice never raises
It's all because of a love
Never let go of, never let go of

He has every reason to
throw up his fists
In the face of his God
Who let his mother die
Through all the prayers and tears
She still passed in pain anyway

Now you think of saying
There's no use in praying
And still, he bows his head
So he can say
Thank you for ending her pain

Supernatural patience
Graces his face
And his voice never raises
It's all because of a love
Never let go of

Never let go of. . . . . .

He is teaching me. . .
What love really means. . .

Supernatural patience
Graces his face
And his voice never raises
It's all because of a love
Never let go of
Yes it's supernatural patience
Graces his face
And his voice never raises
It's all because of a love
Never let go of
Never let go of
He is teaching me. . .
What love really means. . .

by Flyleaf

- dedicated to those who can relate -

and run - he is we

- he is we -

Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh,
Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.
Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh,
Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.

Kinda wish I had the courage,
A bit of bravery.
So tired of waiting on a man to come and save me.
Wishing I had everything,
Or something really.
Hard to admit it,
But now I’m thinking freely.

I’m going to open my mind to all these,
New found exciting possibilities.

Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.
I’m making all my own plans,
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Throwing all my old ones away.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Gonna grow up, Be someone.Draw a map, find a path.
Take a breath and run.
And run.

Filling my head with words to encourage me,
Gotta get my act so straight so I can truly believe.
That what I’m waiting for, is really worth the wait.
Stop bringing myself down,
I gotta know what makes me great.

I’m going to open my mind to all these,
New found exciting possibilities.

Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.
I’m making all my own plans,(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Throwing all my old ones away.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Gonna grow up, Be someone.
Draw a map, find a path.
Take a breath and run.

I am trying to get past this,
Be better than I once was.
Tired of waiting, on someone else.
I am trying to get past this,
Be better than I once was.
Tired of waiting on someone else,
I can fix it by myself.
Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.
I’m finally taking a stand,(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
I’ve learned from all my mistakes.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
I’m making all my own plans,
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Throwing all my old ones away.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Gotta grow up, be someone.Draw a map, find a path.
Take a breath and run.

Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh
Run, run, run, run.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)Run, run, run, run.
(Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.)
Oh ah oh ah oh ah oh oh.

tesl night is over

last night was our tesl nite

it was pretty dull in d beginning

but towards the end it was fantastic

& everyone enjoyed themselves to the max

whether they were eating / dancing like crazy

its a relief that its over know

we dont hve to worry no more

this might be our last tesl nite

since we'll be doing our LM next year

ouhh..

looking back those 3 years in uni

its like time ticks so fast

u din't even notice u're in the third year

these are the times that

you wished things would slow down

a little

but we just gotta embrace every moment we have

i guess..

cheers to life - happiness - friends

moments

*that was a superb tesl night