humiliated !!

today

25 January 2011..

i was humiliating myself

at a shoe shop

as i was looking at those shoes..

i accidentally ran into a rack of shoes

the rack was made of boxes..

i think i kinda crushed it a little..

i was so embarrassed by the incident

that i said i was sorry

i put the shoes back on the so called rack

& quickly moved on to another shop

i think my head is as red as a cherry

such as embarrassing moment

cats & dogs

ini hari hujan sangat lebat..

pada mulanya tidak berapa..

namun pabila kami turun dri bas mini..

hujan menjadi bertambah lebat

habis basah baju kurung saya

yang kainnya memang nipis..

nampak terus betis yang batak..

separuh perjalanan masuk ke blok rumah

kami membuka selipar

dan berjalan kaki ayam di atas jalan raya..

dengan hujan yang turun mencurah-curah

keadaan ini tidaklah seteruk mana

kalau difikirkan sedalam-dalamnya

Thank You for the rain~

NUDE

sometimes

when i see those models in the mags

i really like when they have that nude colored lips

it looks natural

& sexy at d same time

today we went to hunt that nude colored lipstick

but we got a totally diff shade though

here are some pictures

with those nude colored lips..

Another darker skin..

J.Lo..this one is also nice

she has olive skin..

im not quite sure if its similar to my skin color..

.

kim kardashian..

according to this web i read that asian can mix with this shade

hmmm..

the other i asked at face shop

which one is the nude lipstick

but i didnt try it out

i just look at the shades for a few moment

thought i'd remember it

oh well i might have to find more info on the right color

in d meantime i might have to use what i bought

life as aunty Grace

i haven't had the time to show my nephew & nieces..

they grew up so fast even i dont even realized that

mcm sy pula mama dorang...(mama kedua la)

here's some pictures of what they do at home

enjoy~

abigail dgn rambut lurus di depan

kena panggil 'cina' dia senyum2 ni

Hobi : membuli abang dia

Noel minum Milo time tunggu nenek dia dari bank.

mata tu belipat-lipat mengantuk

Hobi : berjalan-jalan & berteriak(high pitch suara ni budak ni)

oh..ini adik si Noel sama Abigail

nama dia si Genevie

kena panggil Twinkle

rambut dia pun buli tahan banyak juga....

blum ada hobi lagi..

ini si Shabel..

kulit dia tu bukan kena dera punya pasal

org selalu tanya kenapa kulit dia

kami pun nda tau macamana mo cakap

menurut doktor, lapisan ke2 kulit dia mcm nda berapa kuat

& sensitif..jadi pandai timbul tu blister, lps tu nda lama jadi merah

macam2 ubat suda digunakan

namun masi lagi blum ok..

We're still trying on various medication

tidak kira tradisional/modern

hopefully lama2 ok juga

time ni si Shabel baru bangun..

jadi dia stay2 di katil begayut sama tu bantal paluk

dia sayang2 kunun kepala si andrew

andrew tunggu kena angkat

kiut kan...saya suruh dorg gambar sama2..

gitu la rupa ni adik beradik..

the boy - Noel

the girl(white shirt) - Abigail

both anak my 2ndbrother

Ni budak bawa pampers dia mcm dia bawa suitcase pigi kerja

lucu ni..awal pagi ni dia heret2 tu pampers.

si Abigail ni aah..dont mistake her as a him..

mmg gitu la stail dorg tu

Ini si Shabel..

anak my sister

sikit rambut dia..

kalah sama si bigail

tu klip rambut dia beberapa saat ja dia pakai tu

tia tau napa dorg nda suka bekiut-kiut

Hobi : guyang2 kepala bila dengar lagu

Penari bila besar??

adik si Shabel

si Andrew

lain kan muka dia dari si abel..

tidur saja dia skrg..nangis kalau minta nenen ja..

mungkin bila dia besar suda

buli bikin stress juga kali jaga

these kids are part of my life

sometimes i feel so tired when they are around

but when they are not there I feel empty

well what do u expect from a kid, right..??

Thank You LORD for my nephew & nieces

Give them Your blessings in every moment of their lives

& may they grow up well & bright

Random stuff!!~

decided to google some life quotes

so i found some interesting pictures

& shared them in this blog of mine

this is not a life quote..but its FUN reading it!!

don't you think SO..??

DONT

i will from now~

so true..

TAYLOR SWIFT

-Dear John-

a beautiful song by Taylor

im hooked to this song

Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game
But you changed the rules everyday
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone
Tonight
Well I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should've known

Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said
Run as fast as you can

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/dear-john-lyrics.html ]
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think 19's too young to be played by
Your dark twisted games when I loved you so
I should've known

You are an expert at sorry
And keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry
Have tired, lifeless eyes
Cause you burned them out
But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks
Over your sad empty town

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known
You should've known
Don't you think I was too young
You should've known

some say that she wrote this song about John Mayer

probably since she do write about real life situation surrounding her

all I can say that its a great song

as easy as ABC

Kadang-kadang kan..

we human normally just do what we know best

to complain!!

but hey...aren't we all human...??

this friend of mine

kadang2 tidak sedar that..

(not meaning to brag)

we have been a huge help to her

during her ups & downs..

sometimes when u don't understand the real situation

don't just jump into conclusions

& give ppl the accusation u have just thought about in your head

i understand i sometimes do the same

but i'm learning & hope that this friend of mine

will somehow learn

TO SIMPLY NOT MAKE ANY COMPLAINs TOWARDS US

sy pun penat mau cari gaduh ni..

penat macam sy cuci kain secara manual

SEJUK - LAPAR - DARAH HALF MEMBUAK-BUAK

i kinda -

i was face-booking & stalking ppl as usual

when i click on my friends profile

after some time reading / stalking their profile

it suddenly occurred to me that i kinda miss our friendship

somehow it changes after high school ends..

we rarely text or meet or even post on fb walls

its not even that hard to do

but i dont know why

its weird for me to just appear suddenly

& be as cheeky as i kinda used to be

i find it hard to re-connect with them

its not that i dont wanna be friends with them anymore

but somehow the time changes each of our life

and we're no longer that close to each other

occasionally

other ppl go meet their friends

and can still hangout & share wonderful memories

i'd like that too but somehow i still havent re-polish that friendship bond

-hopefully soon-

P/S : guys, i kinda miss all of you & the craziness we shared before..hopefully we'll hv that time to re-connect back..

BLESSING FROM GOD - LUCK - RED 'ONG' FROM PUFFY BLOUSE

Yippie doo daa daee !!!!!

Thank's to the Lord

For hearing my prayers

Thanks to those who gave me LUCK

and the RED puffy blouse

& shoes

I finally graduated from my driving classes!!!

-this really made my day-

-Driving-

tomorrow is my JPJ test

another big & scary step to overcome..

i pray that God will lead me in everything that i do

that i remain as calm as possible

no matter how scared i am

even the thought of it now scares me

im worried

that tomorrow when my turn finally comes

i'll start panicking and screw up..

i really dont wanna waste any more money

re-taking the test

plus its getting busy too with studies

may tomorrow i can be as calm as i can

and pass that damn test with flying colours

*crossed fingers*

no matter what

remember to step on that clutch grace!!!

MAY GOD BE WITH ME TOMORROW

p/s itu gambar ba basar kan..inda sy terer bikin blog nehh~

bands

since music is a part daily life

i might as well start writing bout it..

as far as i can remember i started really singing along to songs

at the age of 12..

i think westlife is my very first music influence...

nooo..i might be wrong

i've been listening to lullabies too..

nursery rhymes to be precise..

but as the years passed

my music influences seem to change a little

at first i enjoyed boy bands..

i still do in fact

then i moved to pop songs

such as britney, christina aguilera, mandy moore, jessica simpson etc:-

then i was drawn to bands..

who actually played instruments and sing

such as simple plan, good charlotte, blink 182, greenday

thats a lot of songs

adding some more music as i grow older

at the age of 16

my friend introduced me to a different genre

more to kinda screaming songs

or shall i say LOUD songs...

like MCR, the used, the killers(maybe this one is not that loud)

hehehehe...

& now..

at the age of soon to be 23 years old..

i mainly listen to all genres of songs..

but im addicted to some of these guys

i often play their mp3's

the used ( credits to Zuleikha for introducing 'em)

flyleaf ( gary?)

he is we ( youtube.com)

my chemical romance (hmmm..Zuleikha also)

the maine (youtube)

escape the fate (alicia)

big bang (jeniffer&same)

2NE1 (jen&same)

evan & avril (sia)

taylor swift (charles)

travie mccoy

sam tsui!! (a cover artist from youtube)

all i can say is..

for some music is life

some treats music to soothe their messed up life

some relates to it

some might be inspired by music

some even cried to the rhythmic? is that how it's supposed to be said

oh well..

whats important is

for us that adores MUSIC

let us salute the music industry

listen to good music

and live with music by our sides until we die

new year new semester new things to worry about!!

it's already 2011 and the clock is still ticking

(tick..tock..tick..tock)

soon i'll hv my teaching practice and graduation

lets all pray there wont be any changes or problems in the future

amennn....

today is my first class of the sem

went for a briefing..? and then head to the most favorite place to hang out

hahahaha...

eat, sing, and window shopping

what i always do..

since its the new sem.

i still dont hv anything to do..(yeah rite)

hahaha...sy gembira & boring at the same time =)

so i watched the final episode of this drama im currently watching

tajuk dia " Marry me, Mae Ri"

its okay..awal2 funny, then it gets serious

i kinda skip a few episode because i cant wait for the ending

im very impatient when watching or reading stuff

kadang2 sy baca last page dulu to see whether the story ends just like i wanted it to be or at least predicted it to be..suda puas hati tinguk ending baru i resume to my reading..

my eyes mcm mo sleep suda ni..

its still early and tomorrow we'll have to confront the washing machine (astaga..i forgot how to eja ni benda) i used auto - correct ka tu...yg right click tu... anyway the machine is making that annoying and scary sound again bah..

tomorrow is free tuesday!!!

looking forward to a bright tuesday~

sama kan...

sy lupa mau report 1 lagi

sampai sakit jaw sy ni ketawa ni hari..

tapak kaki sy pun sakit pasal pakai heels aa mansau..(mintapuji kan..)