these weird emotions~

i seem to be very weird these days..

emotions are up & down

just like a roller coaster

or even a ball..

sometimes i feel down

sometimes i smile..

& sometimes be filled with rage

but the fact that

i cant let these emotions out..

it made me drink it all up..

right now i feel frustrated

and tired, and gloomy

i just wanna sleep and wake up with a happy feeling

11:47 am

at this moment..i can hear

kids screaming, sister in law screaming,

grass-cutter, thumping sound on the floor

the sound of me typing, the fan at the back of my head.

its almost noon..

i haven't prepared lunch yet..

cant use the sink yet to wash..

i should head outside to wash..

hmmm..maybe i'll do just that..

kids screaming again..

now crying...

someone is in the kitchen..

looking for something to eat..

He Is We

He Is We..

(another good music to listen to)

this is not an error.. i repeat..not a typing error...

Genre : Indie Pop Band

Members : Rachel & Trevor

I like Rachel's voice and Trevor is wicked in his guitar playing...

for me their songs are easy to understand..

plus it has very nice tune to it..

my current fave tracks from them is...

-Prove You Wrong-

-Breath-

-all about us-

you can search if you want to listen to their songs..

i'll add some more info later..~

sitting in the dark

its been approximately 2 weeks of semester break

all day long were spent with kids, water, Facebook ,

daily visit to ppl's home to pray , cats, dogs , etc:

its not that much fun..but i do laugh & smile about it

i scream , i yell , i sing lullabies

it's all part of being a babysitter for the so called holidays

in 2 weeks time,

its Christmas

and after Christmas would be the new year

with a new spirit in facing the new year coming ahead

some of us have the new year's resolution

and some of us don't...

i'm not sure how i will feel in the next 2 weeks

maybe thrilled, maybe excited, or maybe just another ordinary feeling

for that we will just wait & see