these weird emotions~

i seem to be very weird these days..

emotions are up & down

just like a roller coaster

or even a ball..

sometimes i feel down

sometimes i smile..

& sometimes be filled with rage

but the fact that

i cant let these emotions out..

it made me drink it all up..

right now i feel frustrated

and tired, and gloomy

i just wanna sleep and wake up with a happy feeling

11:47 am

at this moment..i can hear

kids screaming, sister in law screaming,

grass-cutter, thumping sound on the floor

the sound of me typing, the fan at the back of my head.

its almost noon..

i haven't prepared lunch yet..

cant use the sink yet to wash..

i should head outside to wash..

hmmm..maybe i'll do just that..

kids screaming again..

now crying...

someone is in the kitchen..

looking for something to eat..

He Is We

He Is We..

(another good music to listen to)

this is not an error.. i repeat..not a typing error...

Genre : Indie Pop Band

Members : Rachel & Trevor

I like Rachel's voice and Trevor is wicked in his guitar playing...

for me their songs are easy to understand..

plus it has very nice tune to it..

my current fave tracks from them is...

-Prove You Wrong-

-Breath-

-all about us-

you can search if you want to listen to their songs..

i'll add some more info later..~

sitting in the dark

its been approximately 2 weeks of semester break

all day long were spent with kids, water, Facebook ,

daily visit to ppl's home to pray , cats, dogs , etc:

its not that much fun..but i do laugh & smile about it

i scream , i yell , i sing lullabies

it's all part of being a babysitter for the so called holidays

in 2 weeks time,

its Christmas

and after Christmas would be the new year

with a new spirit in facing the new year coming ahead

some of us have the new year's resolution

and some of us don't...

i'm not sure how i will feel in the next 2 weeks

maybe thrilled, maybe excited, or maybe just another ordinary feeling

for that we will just wait & see

one rainy day~

ONE FINE RAINY DAY..

I WAS ON MY WAY

TO THE CAR

WHERE MY BROTHER & HIS FIANCÉE IS WAITING

WHEN MY BROTHER GOT OUT OF THE CAR

HE SPOTTED A BLACK PUPPY

HE WHISTLED AND THE PUPPY RESPONDED

IT WAS NOT AFRAID

MY BROTHER SAID " AMBI DIA"

THEN, I PICKED IT UP & RAN TOWARDS THE HOUSE

IN SEARCH FOR A BOX

HAHAHAHA..I SAW THE OLD RICE COOKER BOX

& PUT D PUPPY INSIDE

WE QUICKLY RAN INSIDE THE CAR

AFRAID THAT SOMEONE MIGHT SEE

THIS IS A STORY

ABOUT A STRAY PUPPY

NAMED BLACKIE

NOW MY HOMEY

(YAY IT RHYMES)

pst: as a conclusion, we took it home spontaneously & now blackie has a home.. it no longer have to worry about running for cover when the rain comes..i just feel bad that i separate the mom with her puppy..but i'm glad i did so~

browsing new songs =D

hello & good morning

it's been quite some time since i last blogged...

the other day i tried posting but the line was bad so i couldn't post mine...

anyway..

today my class is at 4pm..(still thinking whether i'm going/not)

;P

now i'm browsing YouTube for recent Asian(especially Korean) songs...

i subscribed to UrAsianSource...

speaking of songs..

my current obsession will be Flyleaf

thank God for music...

if u haven't heard of Flyleaf..

well sharing is caring..

go ahead and Google them..

they're inspirational..every song is a story itself

Dance-dance

Hello-- this week has been a torturous week...i spent my days typing assignment which didnt turned out great...

sigh* sigh* ill hv to work my arse for the finals if i wanted a good grade....

but after a sickening week..i went straight to the MOVIES...hell yeah..!!

we watched step up in 3D and it was indeed awesome...never actually watched a movie in 3D before so i was a bit shocked...only a lil bit...heeeee~ plus the guy is so cute with his dance skill..makes all girls go gaga-- his name is Adam Sevani...

not forgetting the hot shoes from the movie..makes you wanna reach out to them shoes and grab....so nice~~~~

go like step up 3D in facebook & see the pictures...

i enjoyed my day yesterday.we went to almost every shop in the mall..in & out..out & in again....and i never spent my days luxuriously (shall i say) as yesterday..hahaha...

my wallet is almost empty...dang!!..i need to learn how to spent wisely...im glad & my brain is functioning once again after a total crack down...seriously...mcm my head is jammed for a while when i was busy with assignments...

so far im back to normal for a bit..later when i go crazy again i'll update my bloggie..

and now so long farewell!!!!

August the 8th month of the year

it august the 8th today...

its a sunday and i have loads of assignment..one of them needs me to write up to 25 pages...25 PAGES bhaa.....u kiddin' me...what am i goin to write crap about...

even craps have a point....to be crappingly-crappy...dont make no sense right..

nevermind-

tapi eventhough i hv tons of work..i still wanna go out on a weekend...

duiii....sy mo p beli tu headphone bha sana PCfair..supaya i can listen to songs to the MAX...

list of to do's..

1. buys headphones (important)

2. go to the dentist..( i'll freak out bout dis)

3. assignment yg byk pages tu...

4. aiyoo..tu beras mo habis suda...telampau kuat makan kan...servay la ni jwpn dia..

5. back to d assignment...

6. hahaha..movies =D

7. list sy tida pandai stop ni...

p/s : this is all crap stuff...

article-assignments-typing

dear bloggie,

today i came to uni at 7.30am...

i on-lined & had my bfast at school...

then at 9.00am i head down to the library to look for some reference books..

it's now 10.44am

& i'm writing to u....

papers & books are on the table..

i only read 1 story so far...

the books...i only 'belek-belek' 4 a while...

i was facebooking, watching online drama & reading blogs....

so far i havent found the right book & plenty of stories to read...

=]

meow-meows

i have two cats at home...plus one kitten which i'm not sure if it's still around or no longer breathing..the mummy cat wont let me keep it somewhere i can see.....the nature of a mother i guess...

the names of the two of em' are 'MALANG' & 'tempang'....quite a sad name actually...

we used to have 3 cats..but it travels a lot to mate & one day it just stop coming back home...perhaps he found a better place to hangout...

SIGH** we've been abandoned by a cat~

i love my cats...cuz they are so fattish & fluffy & furry..

Love your pets ^_^

food for thought~

breakfast is the most important meal they say, a good way to kick start your busy day...

so i'm having a cup of coffee and some multi grain & fruit cookies....ummm..nyumm...

im a coffee addict i might say..i can drink coffee anytime/how many cups i wish for...

OR is it that i'm just used to drinking coffee??

environment baby!

freedom!! 1 thing to say for the new semester..life's so far is just nice..no pressure yet but at least not from doing chores & loads of work at your back...i was so close to the edge that i nearly fell down....the time was right to get away from all the tension i had....who knew id be so fragile inside..yepp ppl...im sometimes a glass..so handle me carefully or i might break & never be the same again.....i think my hormones are weird..some ppl usually hv these kind of emotional breakdown during their teenage days..maybe im just an exception ayy??? hahahhaa...

studying rrawks like hell!!!! =]

What if- Meg & Dia

movie..

i just watched inkheart..its been playin on tv for 4 consecutive days so i finally watched it today from the beginning of the movie..it was quite interesting actually..the storyline is about silvertongue people where they can bring any story in a book to life just by reading it out loud..the actor isBrendan Fraser.kinda suit him with the character....hmmmm....it would be interesting & also scary if there are actually people who have this kind of ability..do they exists??? please let me know if you are one of them..i would like for you to read me a book..it will bring out the dream of every women crazy about carpathians..a friend of mind said that she read the book once & it has a thrilogy..they could make another movie another time soon i believe...a lot of movies nowadays are based on novels...its another thing to read & another different thing to see i believe...well..its a good thing anyways...time to sleep now..cuz i always have a big thing to do early in the morning

So long Farewell dear bloggers~

summer movies!!! yay..

im browsing a lot of upcoming movies & im looking forward to see them....woohoo...nanny mcphee returns, despicable me, step up 3D, grown ups & a whole load more..surely i wont be able to see all of em in the cinema....but we'll always have torrent..=) i know its wrong but what can i do...its there & waiting to be downloaded...movies oh movies......~

towards a new chapter

without even realizing how time flies, in a couple of weeks i'll be heading back to campus to start a new semester..*SIGH*....but looking forward to meet friends & hangout together.. i got kicked out of the uni's dorm so i'll be staying out this sem....its going to be walking from the bus station coz i'll be using public transportation...hope this sem will be great without a lot of pressure from loads of works. oh yeah..i just started blogging so it'll be a boring post for now..im learning to cope things & i surely hope this blog will turn out wonderful....Towards a new chapter of LIFE..!!!